/ audacious

Monday, September 05, 2005

calm down quite a bit alr.

had a depression outbreak yesterday night. lucky rox saw me. or else i also dunno wad to do.

been really lost these few days. serious outbreak yesterday. wandered aimlessly ard orchard after work. can't stop crying.

thanks to rox for acc me home yesterday. and not forgetting ser and ql for acc me today. guess i really need ppl to be ard me these few days. or else i anytime can beng kui.

its a strangle between me and her. its not easy to leave her competely or rather her to leave me. 14 years is quite a long period of time. guess i shld leave it to time... i'm slowly growing out le... i hope u dun come and bother me more le k... we muz grow up and cannot always stuck to the past. some more i found my life. so i really hope u can let me go...

{11:02:00 pm}